ladykatza

the other day in psychology class we had to do an excersice on stress. the worksheet had a list of things with assigned numerical value. we then went over what the total meant for the amount of stress in our lives. my total was off the chart. i was under the “life-crisis” stage. not only that, i’ve been there for the past three years.

then comes today, the day of my last final and last day of classes _for real_. upon finishing the final and walking to my car i started to laugh and cry all at the same time. i didn’t stop until i got to work. “why this reaction?” i asked myself.

the answer? i accomplished something i started out to do, something that i wasn’t able to do 10 years ago. i signed up for classes, i made it THROUGH all those classes WITHOUT dropping any and still maintaining a B average. on top of this i did it through the turmoil of the rest of my life. losing my job, getting a new one, my grandmother dying… not to mention my husband’s job situation.

i did it. i did it IN SPITE of everything else and the realization of this made me giddy. i CAN do it, its not impossible.

thank you to all my family and friends that support me and make sure i don’t go insane. i love you.

Current Mood:  accomplished