ladykatza

3/2/2009

Art and … Stuff

Filed under: General, creative outlet, through a child's eyes — ladykatza @ 8:46 am

I have always been interested in photography. It started right about the time I realized I’d never been anything more than mediocre at drawing. I mean, sure I could practice and practice, but it would still leave me at sub-standard skill levels. So, I turned to the camera. However, in my very ADD way, and the expense of developing film, I never stuck with it. That and I could never really get into whatever it was I was photographing. It always left me feeling the way you do after eating one of those “diet” snack cakes. You know, that almost-but-not-quite satisfied craving?

So years go by, I get older, I have kids. Digital cameras and photoshop come along. First it just starts out as a casual thing, then I realize. I really LIKE photographing my children. They are interesting and willing subjects, full of that spark of life. They are unconcerned about how they look, or being to old, or too fat. They just ARE, and so are fun.

Now, I’m not out to make a living doing this, or become famous, or any of that. I just want something that is more interesting that random snapshots or posed pictures. Sometimes, however, I see something and think “YES, that’s it” and I try to rope the kids into cooperating with that vision. Take the High Museum trip this past Saturday. My ability to take pictures was limited, and most of it was quite boring. In particular, I always thought modern art exhibits to be *YAWN*, but looking at them though the eyes of my children became a very different experience. Now I had my camera out. My use of flash and such was very limited, so I played a bit with the pictures in photoshop and while they aren’t prize winners, they certainly capture the character of the children. Which, in reality, is the whole point. Its all subjective, right?

And in case you are interested, here are a few:

mirror exhibit

reflective glasses

spherical comet

2/15/2009

A Burlesque Review

Filed under: General, creative outlet — ladykatza @ 1:39 pm

So daecon and I have long had a thing against Valentine’s day. Even prior to our being together, I never expected much more than a single flower and a box of chocolates. (I’ll take chocolates just about anytime, though) This year, however, I was alerted to a troupe called Big City Burlesque was having a show. It just HAPPENS to be on the same day as Valentine’s. I had been wanting to see them for a while now, I’ve always been fascinated by the artistic side of the “strip tease”. Sooooo, I bought tickets and told the hubby we’re going out that night. We had already splurged a bit on dinner at a hibachi place earlier in the week because we had a gift certificate.

I also tried to interest some friends. Most couldn’t get baby sitters, the rest were out of town, or SO’s not interested. That’s fine, since I figured I’d run into people I know anyway. I was more than correct on this one. We ran into one of daecon’s old high school friends, who also plays a a local “personality” at conventions and Ren Fests. He ended up sitting with us. We also ran into Ace Talkingwolf, another local personality that’s pretty much trying to start up the steam-punk scene in Atlanta. We went to Manuel’s Tavern with them afterwards and had a nice, long catching up.

In any case, the show was not just burlesque, but also vaudeville. No one was actually dressed up in black-face, but they did have a BIG BLUE GENIE, who also doubled as the “Strong Man”. The show itself was entertaining, but far from polished. Some of the girls had very polished routines, others didn’t. I think the ballerina and miss peacock were my favorites.

The two BIGGEST problems I had with the show were 1) wardrobe malfunctions and 2) lighting. I had a conversation with my Mom some time ago about this sort of thing. She pointed out that Hollywood has made our expectations of such things very high. People are so used to the perfectly polished image that anything less so is “Sub Standard”. Even so, the two problems I listed above could have been better. Having an expectation of the costumes being done for a dress rehearsal would have been good to hammer out problems. As for whoever was doing the lighting? I hope they aren’t getting paid, and even so, I’d fire them and get someone who knows how to point a spotlight.

All in all, I was entertained. Which is the point, really. I got to meet some of the girls afterwards and they are quite nice. I loved the fact that none of them were stick figures. In fact, many of the girls were quite voluptuous and some older. The theater was standing room only. I’m hoping with more money and exposure, they will have the ability to improve the quality of the show.

2/4/2009

If at first you don’t succeed…

Filed under: General, books, in the garden — ladykatza @ 10:27 am

Try and try again.

That seems to be my motto when it comes to vegetable gardening. I’ve had two attempts at veggies since I have lived in this house. The first attempt was a commando style where I planted a few things here and there in the few bright sunny spots. Logistically, this was not the greatest of ideas. All the things I planted in pots on the back porch did great. Anything in the yard was overtaken by weeds or pests. In some cases I just plain forgot where I put stuff.

So, I skipped a year. LAST year I tried a traditional row type bed in an area that I thought might actually get enough sun. I was off by a good bit, because I wanted it closer to the house and not further away. This one tried to do well, but again, I got overwhelmed by how labor intensive it was and everyone else in the house is like plant kryptonite. Second try, fail.

Nuts.

Well, when were were in the apartments in Kennesaw, I did a pretty successful container garden. I did some lettuce, tomatoes, and bell peppers with pretty good success. Recently, I found out about a method called square foot gardening. Some guy came out with a book in the early eighties, I think. You can read most of the book here. Well, this actually may be just what I was looking for. I have a very small area on the side of my house next to the driveway that gets about 7 hours of direct sunlight a day. The ground itself there is not conducive to tilling and planting because of drainage. BUT a raised bed like you use in a square foot garden would work just fine. And it is higher off the ground so I won’t strain my back as much. And I can build my first 4 foot by four foot planter, add dirt and plants, for less than 100 bucks. That’s 16 squares to plant in. And it will be right next to the front door and the driveway, where I walk by ALL THE TIME.

I’m a bit excited about this, can you tell? The other great thing is I don’t have to worry about watering restrictions because food gardens are exempt. And because I live in Georgia, our growing season is phenomenally long. Not as awesome as California or Florida, but close. I am also trying to curb my obsessive nature and keep it simple. I will only do one planter box. IF it works out well, I will add a second one later. Two would be the max. After that I run out of full sun space options and have to look at cutting down trees.

I’m going down to visit Mom and Dad this Saturday and I plan on hijacking Dad’s workshop to make the planter. With his help of course.

So here’s hoping the third time will be the charm.

2/2/2009

Brighter Lights

Filed under: geek mother's rantings, in the garden — ladykatza @ 9:19 am

This past week was my short work week, so I had four days off. Wednesday night I went to Kip and Jen’s, but they had left for some Ohio convention early and it was just Ben. Considering I was already in a dark mood, I felt slighted. But it was just me. It also didn’t help that the antibiotics I was put on seem to give me a headache.

Thursday I canceled company plans and had a night in. A good bit of that was spent with daecon. :D Yes, it was some much needed us time. Friday we finally got to visit with D.J. and Rhonda and see there boy, who had a rather traumatic entrance to life. He is doing very well. A strong and strapping young lad. Rhonda was definitely looking a bit stressed out. I told her to not be afraid to call me or visit because support networks are key.

Saturday I iron-manned it. I didn’t get to sleep that night and instead of canceling our visits that day, I went about in a dazed sort of manner. This also meant that I spend a day in the sunshine. The world is so bright when you’ve seen only night time for so long. Simon and Felicity were with us to see Eddie’s twin girls. And then we met up with a friend whom I hadn’t seen in 2 and a half years. She had gotten divorced, remarried, and had twins in that time.

In my circle of friends and acquaintances, daecon and i were one of the first to have children. We lost touch with a great number of people because our inability to go out and just the fact that we had children kept them away. Now that so many are having children of their own I find that I’m being reached out to for advice, but mostly just a sympathetic ear. This is an odd turn of events for me, but I like it.

Meeting back up with Janel has been great too, because she has a similar mix of techie/geek/hippie as myself. We started discussing the amount of sunlight that she has in her backyard and I offered up some seeds from last years attempt at a garden. I also offered my help, since she is very close now. I felt they were greeted with a good bit of enthusiasm. Of course, its also made me start pondering what to plant in my front flower beds this year.

All in all it was a very lovely weekend, though I’m still tired from staying awake so long on Saturday. So, I will be heading to bed now.

1/30/2009

A Long Winter

Filed under: General, creative outlet — ladykatza @ 2:40 am

“Its cold” has been a popular subject this winter. I mean, its obvious as to why. Its because its been BLOODY COLD! Even here in the southeast we’re huddling under blankets and burning firewood. The ductwork in this house is less than optimal, so we’ve been keeping the heat turned down and using space heaters. And its just felt colder in other ways. Everyone is trying to find ways to save money (like not turning up the heat).
Let’s face it. Things in this world are not looking very “up” at the moment. Sure we just elected our first black president and so very many are happy about this. Of course, many are not happy. Those of us that ARE happy can’t understand why others aren’t. Mostly for the same reason why they didn’t understand why Bush Jr. and his policies were so hated. But I digress.
I have been working the overnight shift for six months now and its starting to wear me down. I’ve always preferred to stay up late and sleep until noon. Still, that gave me some daytime to work with. But barely seeing the daytime, barely seeing my family and a long cold winter can wear down one’s psyche. I’m thankful for the job that I have. Its not a bad job at all, nor is it a bad company. Its just that the pervasive overshadowing of “dark economic times” coupled with the actual dark I’ve been living in has made it hard to remember I have plenty to be thankful for.
I have been trying to keep myself occupied with creative endeavors. Things like photography and scrapbooking. Something that has made me smile recently is figuring out how to do cool stuff in Photoshop Elements. Here is an example:

felicity

Felicity is three in this photo and we were trying to do a nice photo set with my friend Tommy. There were… cooperation issues on the kids’ part. This is one of her peaking out from behind the backdrop with that lovely genuine smile she has. Its seeing those smiles and hearing their laughter that helps get me up on these cold nights and make the long drive into work.
I have never been a big fan of “resolutions” for new years. It started when I came to the realization that decisions are made in the now. One does not have to wait for a new year to re-evaluate one’s life. The evaluation should be an on-going process of self-awareness and conscious decisive action. This is, to my knowledge, a uniquely human trait that is rare even for humans.

12/29/2008

“This Jacket has Stats”

Filed under: General, through a child's eyes — ladykatza @ 10:07 pm

Simon and Felicity are playing with their new foam swords they got from Christmas. After a while Felicity puts on this really pretty coat I found at the thrift store and says “Simon, this jacket makes it harder to hit me.”

Simon responds with “Oh yeah, well my sword gives me +200 health and regenerate”.

*WHACK WHACK WHACK*

“Oh yeah! Well my jacket gives me regenerate TOO!” says Felicity.

“Stop playing Calvin ball Felicity!” yells Simon.

*sighs*

12/23/2008

Another Crafty Entry

Filed under: creative outlet — ladykatza @ 11:14 pm

made some paper bows that are meant to decorate gifts. The instructions I found here. What I did was take my favorite swirly christmas stamp and used grey and green inks on red cardstock. I’m very pleased with the results.

paper bows

12/22/2008

Something Creative

Filed under: creative outlet — ladykatza @ 11:10 pm

I realized that I had taken some pictures of my first few real attempts at doing scrapbooking pages. I’m still getting the feel for layouts, color schemes. Also what I like and don’t like. The following are the first few from the Jekyll Island trip.

OK, this is the OMG PINK page. Still, it went so well with the picture and is so VERY Felicity.
Its hard to read in the picture, but I really liked the circular journaling in this one.

pink journal page

This one I just love. The postcard I had left over went SO well with the layout I had to use it. The top of the card I used for journaling has a clear stamp from a “Travel” collection of Inkadoo.

purple

This one is my ‘black’ design. I tried to do a “sand” look on the lettering, but unfortunately I had the wrong kind of sand and glue. Its sort of coming off. The background picture is one that was so stark, it was almost black and white, so I printed it out in black and white on a light lavender cardstock. There’s a setting on the printer that does a minimal inking of the image. I thought it turned out really well and pulled the other two pictures together.

black

This one gave me some trouble. I ended up loving it though. I like the ovals with the offset matting that i used for journaling. The “surf” sticker on there did not originally have a starfish. It was in a little box of trinkets i’d had lying around for years. I just glued it onto the sticker.

red

So that’s what I’ve done so far. I have some projects stewing in the back of my mind and SO many awesome photos to work with. Despite my struggle with bitterness and depression this time of year, I’ve put on a happy face for the kids and taken a few good pictures for future creative fodder. In the meantime, I’ve budgeted about 10-15 dollars a week for “craft supplies” (for now, it will be less to none soon if daecon doesn’t get a job).

12/6/2008

new fish!

Filed under: geek mother's rantings — ladykatza @ 6:28 pm

So, after my old aquarium heater broke and caused the temp in my tank to go up to almost 120 degrees (F), I decided to spring the 50 bucks on a GOOD heater. One not made out of glass. Having 15 dead fish all of the sudden tends to put one in a bad mood.

I did a good water change on both fish tanks. Found out the heater was unplugged completely on my angel fish tank. Water needs to be between 75-80 degrees. It was at 65. No WONDER they were unhappy. Its now on the mend and with the temp up two degrees. Already they are more active.

With those things taken care of, we decided to get some new fish. I normally go to a locally owned store called Atlantis Aquariums. Its a small hole-in-the-wall that’s been there so long its literally crusty. Mostly from years of moisture and evaporation. Also, they have a parrot. A cantankerous old parrot named Mrs. McGee. She was a Mister, but then she laid eggs. So really she’s a Miss, since as far as I know she’s never had a mate. I took a picture of her today, since she was inside and not in her cage. She’s happiest sitting outside on her big perch over the koi pond in the front of the store, but it was too cold for that.

Here she is:

Mrs. McGee

11/23/2008

I sacrificed a pumpkin for pie.

Filed under: General — ladykatza @ 1:15 pm

It took me approximately 25 minutes to de-seed and cut up a five pound sugar pumpkin and get it on the stove to cook. Soon I’m going to try doing some baking with the fake butter I got at Trader Joe’s. I also found a non-dairy recipe for pumpkin pie. Still has eggs, so its not vegan, but that’s not my concern. My biggest problem is dairy. I have to re-think how I cook.

Now, I say all this. I feel better than I have in a LONG time. Months I think. I used my new insurance to finally see MY doctor and I had a nasty bladder infection. Bad enough I was told that if I started running a fever or it got worse/stayed the same after a few days of antibiotics, I was to go to the hospital. Then I got a cold as I was just getting better. BAH, bleh, yeck. The good thing, I was already on antibiotics so it prevented it from turning into sinus issues, which will then turn into bronchitis and… well yeah. Top that off with working like mad. I spent the last three days doing a whole lot of nothing.

Now I feel like baking.

On to another thing on my mind. Scrapbooking! Yup, that’s right. I have SOOO many pictures and keepsakes and interesting things that I have saved over the years that I have loads of material. It can be a pretty expensive hobby to get in to. I’d say I’ve invested around $250 in equipment over the past 2 years. This doesn’t count consumables like paper, cardstock, and stickers. However, I finally sat down and really made an effort to work put these things to use. Its terribly rewarding. I’ve gotten Jennifer V. into it as well. Right now she comes over and uses my tools, which I think is great.

++++++++

Six hours later I have a pie, cookies, and soup done. Now I must sleep.

11/6/2008

A Changing of the Guard

Filed under: Political Outlet, creative writings, geek mother's rantings — ladykatza @ 3:19 am

This year, I believe the revolution was televised. Mine is a generation that has seen the expansion of comunications go from the Daily News and Morning Television to tiny computers that fit our pocket. Computers that can send sound, images, and text almost instantly across the globe. Where the generation before would stage their protests in the hope that it would be filmed, or photographed and end up on the cover of Newsweek, ours can take the footage with a small handheld device and have it up on the internet, viewed by MILLIONS, in the matter of hours.

We missed the Industrial Revolution. Many of us watched The Cold War end and the Berlin Wall come down. I have a piece of that wall on my mantel. It was brought to me by our foreign exchange student, whom to this day, is still one of my closest and most dearest friends. But even still, there was a sense of fear in our government. An Old Guard that still remembered Pearl Harbor being bomded. That felt the cold chill of nuclear attack looming over them. A mentality that prevented an honest and open dialoug between countries different from ours.

Then there were those that came out of the Civil Rights and Anti-War movement of the Sixties. They looked toward D.C. with the idea that they could make things better. They could make things different. But the road was long and it was hard, because the Old Guard feared them too. Many were convinced to take the same stance, or the Old Guard’s progeny replaced them and perpetuated that fear.

But along comes a new generation. One that looks restless, aimless, and disinfranchised. A generation that has not known a Cold War because it has ended. Instead we see our parents who had accomplished so many things they set out to do, but once they accomplished those goals, what then? Well, we have Prosperity. We have Growth and Innovation. We have a technological revolution that was the breaking tide after landing on the moon. We consumed, but we felt empty.
To fill that emptiness, we turned toward new forms of communications. Phone, and then email, and then chat rooms, and then massive online communities that span the globe. We learned that there were things for which to fight. Innovations that haven’t worked as planned, such as agriculture, or energy, or ways of governance. But yet we floundered.

Almost every day I‘ve talk to peopl e from all over the globe. People who see the world differently. People that have a different type of government and yet still thrive and are happy. I’v talked to people who have witnessed immense atrocities in places like Africa and the Middle East. I talk to people who have seen terrible things here in our own country. We talked and discussed and have seen and thought of better ways to do things. But it was just talk, because we didn’t know where to start.

The Old Guard has accomplished many things, and Their Progeny have done more. Much of it was good, or with good intent. But after their goals were accomplished they floundered. They lost direction, and our generation floundered with them. But then, we started to Communicate. We became active, we started to think and discuss. We had information and each other at the touch of a button. We became The Age of Communication.

The only thing missing was inspiration. A good swift Kick in the Pants. Someone who saw this new communications as the tool needed to bring a aimless generation together. To make us step out and blink our eyes against the sunlight. To realize that action is required to make the communication worth something.

This year, my country did not elect a single person to fix all the problems. We elected a leader that inspires us out of apathy. A leader that has convinced not only our country that we can make a difference, but that this large, and shrinking, world can communicate to make a difference. We COMMUNICATED a revolution and the Old Guard and their Progeny have been found lacking.

They heard our message from the ivory tower.

We cannot look to one person and one government to solve the world’s problems. That has been put in our hands. We must look around and say “What do I want my world to look like in 100 years?”

And then, we must roll up our sleeves and get to work.

11/5/2008

A Response to my Family

Filed under: General, Political Outlet, geek mother's rantings — ladykatza @ 4:31 am

I wrote the following letter in response to the emails of fear that I got from some in my family. Written a bit in haste, so excuse grammatical errors.

I think its silly to be fearful. There was a lot at stake no matter WHO won. IF one looks at this with the eyes of history, this is what America is about. Almost all of us were immigrants at one time or another. Not less than 40 years ago a black men were beaten and killed and shot for trying to win the right to vote and less than 100 years ago, women did not have the right to vote. We have come far enough in our fight for “Truth, Justice, and Liberty for ALL” that a man of mixed heritage could be elected to office. A man that I feel is a great inspiration to what can be accomplished.

I would also like to remind everyone that its not just the President that makes all your decisions. There is congress, and local governments, and the judiciary system. Your representatives there have a lot more weight. Your voice and the ability to WRITE A LETTER or MAKE A PHONE CALL to your other elected representatives makes a difference.

If you want smaller government, the fight to take back some of the States rights of governance. If the government is too big, it is because we have become too complacent in speaking up and becoming involved. This is not a time to sit back and wring our hands. There are many MANY things that need to be fixed. So pick what you believe in. Be it better education, sustainable agriculture, or taking the control of government OUT of the Corporate Oligarchy. Whatever it may be, ROLL UP YOUR SLEEVE AND DO SOMETHING.

And no matter what, you are still family and welcome to eat at my table.

With Love and Respect,

Ladykatza


Jesus was a community organizer.

10/30/2008

This is for some librarian friends and geeks I know.

Filed under: Political Outlet, books, geek mother's rantings — ladykatza @ 1:46 am

Google announces an agreement with The Authors Guild and the Association of American Publishers (AAP)

Of the official announcement on their blog, here is my favorite paragraphs.

With this agreement, in-copyright, out-of-print books will now be available for readers in the U.S. to search, preview and buy online — something that was simply unavailable to date. Most of these books are difficult, if not impossible, to find. They are not sold through bookstores or held on most library shelves, yet they make up the vast majority of books in existence. Today, Google only shows snippets of text from the books where we don’t have copyright holder permission. This agreement enables people to preview up to 20% of the book.

What makes this settlement so powerful is that in addition to being able to find and preview books more easily, users will also be able to read them. And when people read them, authors and publishers of in-copyright works will be compensated. If a reader in the U.S. finds an in-copyright book through Google Book Search, he or she will be able to pay to see the entire book online. Also, academic, library, corporate and government organizations will be able to purchase institutional subscriptions to make these books available to their members. For out-of-print books that in most cases do not have a commercial market, this opens a new revenue opportunity that didn’t exist before.

OOO OOO, and…

As part of the agreement, Google is also funding the establishment of a Book Rights Registry, managed by authors and publishers, that will work to locate and represent copyright holders. We think the Registry will help address the “orphan” works problem for books in the U.S., making it easier for people who want to use older books. Since the Book Rights Registry will also be responsible for distributing the money Google collects to authors and publishers, there will be a strong incentive for rights-holders to come forward and claim their works.

10/27/2008

Holy Cow Batman!

Filed under: Political Outlet — ladykatza @ 8:30 am

Georgia is YELLOW! Seriously. I don’t think we’ve had an even close race since the sixties ’round here.

*mind boggles*

10/15/2008

You know your life has been crazy…

Filed under: General — ladykatza @ 3:18 am

When you both forget your own anniversary.

I hope you love me anyway, hon.

10/11/2008

In celebration of my “new” job…

Filed under: General — ladykatza @ 11:46 am

I went to the fabric store. They were have a SALE! All their clearance fabrics and their home decor fabrics are 50% off (JoAnn’s). I have been eying a particular fabric for curtains in the front room for some time now. It started out at $18 a year, it finally got knocked down to $6 on clearance. So, I got it for $3 a yard. WOO!

Simplicity patterns are $.99 each (limit 10 per person). Then there was the “project fabrics”. I have to get crackin’ on holiday gifts now. And finish the baby gifts.

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I just got word that my husband’s grandmother has died in the hospital. The call came in while he and his brother were digging around the house to find the water leak that has been eroding the foundation of my house.

More news later.

10/6/2008

Filed under: General — ladykatza @ 7:33 am

Why are more banks not doing this?

“I can see Russia from my house”

Filed under: Political Outlet — ladykatza @ 1:40 am
“I have to say if there’s a prettier state than North Carolina, I have not seen it yet,” [Obama] said at a Democratic dinner [in N.C.] Saturday night. “I confess that I haven’t been to Alaska.”

The assembled Democrats lapped it up, cheering wildly as a man in the back of the room shouted, “You can see it from Russia.”

10/5/2008

I think I’ve been patient enough.

Filed under: geek mother's rantings, work kvetchings — ladykatza @ 1:23 pm

So the “Do I have a job or not” is still up in the air. Its like the false suspense they try to create on bad reality TV. Only its real with bigger consequences. My co-workers seem to think I have nothing to worry about, and that may be. But I won’t believe anything or anyone until I sign paperwork and my paycheck get deposited. Really, can you blame me? Sleep has not been my friend these past few weeks, either.

There’s a new schedule, of which I KNOW I will work for three days. Then my contract is up. IF I get to stay, then it will be awesome. I’LL HAVE A WEEKEND DAY OFF AGAIN! I’ll be working overnights, but that doesn’t bother me so much. I HAVE A WEEKEND! (If I don’t get to stay, then obviously I’ll have all weekend, not just one day.)

But I’ve been fidgeting, and pacing. I’ve been trying to finish off projects that have been laying around and neglected. I’ve cleaned windows. I’ve been rolling willpower saves to not go out and buy “Organizational tools” to file and sort things. I have to remind myself I have plenty to do without that.

The kids know something’s up, they can tell I’m stressed. I’ve been half-heartedly looking for other jobs. Even had some bites, but all of them pay so little and are so far away that unemployment would make me more money.

*sighs*

*goes off to sort laundry*

10/4/2008

Filed under: General — ladykatza @ 3:53 am

I’m working on a Christmas present for my parents and came across this following quote:

Life doesn’t count for much unless you’re willing to do your small part to leave our children – all of our children – a better world. Even if it’s difficult. Even if the work seems great. Even if we don’t get very far in our lifetime.

BARACK OBAMA, speech, Jun. 15, 2008

I never heard this speech, and now I wish I had. I find it ironic he gave it on my birthday.

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